In the midst of downsizing, comes a bit more upsizing. My childhood friend Steff and I had a wonderful reunion this winter. Steff presented me with letters and notes I wrote in Junior High. Fun!
Next, she brought out this rag doll. “You made her,” Steff said, “when we used to sew together at my house.”
I remember watching reruns of Andy of Mayberry at Steff’s and eating homemade chocolate chip cookies. I remember piano and organ lessons since Steff’s mom was my teacher. I remember sleepovers and neighborhood parties.
But I don’t remember making the doll.”She’s been in a box for years,” Steff said. “Now she’s yours.”
I brought the doll home. She smiles A LOT, so I think she’s happy.
She sat on my kitchen window ledge for a while. I would look at her and try to see the teenager I once was. The girl who loved to sew (and had better eyes for things back then like needles and stitching). I tried to conjure up that girl, but it was hard to focus past the doll’s grin.
Now the doll’s in a box again, waiting to move to the new house. There she’ll get an honored place, perhaps in the bedroom I’m fixing up for the grandchildren.
There’s lovely quote by Albert Camus: “In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.”
Here’s my version: “In the midst of downsizing, I found there was, for me, some enchanting upsizing.”
Thanks, Steff. Welcome new/old doll!